So I have been dreaming a lot lately. Way too often. I need something to snap me back to reality. I have trouble staying in reality because in my dreams everything is how I want it to be. Reality is just too depressing for me. But it is depressing because I’m comparing reality to my dreams. In my dreams I look the way I want to look, I dress the way I want to dress, I date the people I want to date, I act the way I want to act. Everything is how I want it to be. I never want to leave my dreams. But I have to because you should be in reality. In order to stay in reality I should figure out what I need to do in order to achieve what I want and do what I need to do. I need to start working towards what I want. I need to write stuff down that I need to do before I can get to where I want to be. Nothing comes easy in life so I need to start working towards a goal.